到底怎么了？

昨晚在spring看完戏后，就去了你家。原本好好的聊天到最后却以吵架收场。唉。。。应该是我的不好吧。。。但也真的被你所说的伤了我的心。 回家的时后，一直睡不着觉。一直在想你所说的话，很担心，很害怕。 失眠一直到早上6.15am， send了一封sms给你。 只敢叫你回木中驾车时要注意安全。。。

唉。。。很累。 很讨厌自己！！！

今天早上突然收到你的sms. 你写： sorry about last night. not mean to hurt you. mayb i concerning about wanna back betong scare not enough sleep...

我看了哭了。。。不知为什么哭。。。但是真的哭了
也许是感动。。。因为觉得你其实还是在乎，关心和心疼我的。。。
对吗？。。。。。那怕只是那么的一点点

刚才msn put appear offline, 其实很想和你chatting，可是还是不敢， 因为不想让你再恨我。。。那种感觉真的很痛。。。
所以只选择看着你的msn，可是却连一句话也不敢跟你说。。。

自己心里其实很清楚还是很爱你的。。。可是我已没有资格再对你说了。。。因为说了得到的答案都只是让自己上到更深。。。
也只能在这里对着在那里的你说声： 勉， 我爱你。

>> do u still remember <<

The purpose of writing the letter to you is to tell you that i wouldn't give up in pursuing you. Maybe due to this, you will dislike me or even hate me but i wouldn't alter anything for what's i've decided. Because i think it's worthy for me to continue. Maybe for you just nothing but it's everything for me. i don't care what's the results is it? but i'm sure with my stand. The only thing that i know is that i'll regret if i miss this opportunity. I don't know the feeling really is about, but it's already deep inside my heart. Frankly, i felt really happy with the moment with you. That's kind of feeling is cannot describe by words. It's make me comfort and excited but also sometime it's damaged me a lot. I tell you truly that you really is a extreme good person that i believed nobobody is afford to compare with you. Maybe yourself haven't discovery it but confidently i can tell you. And lastly, i just wan to say..............我爱你

看完了这封信的我泪流满面。
你那份真诚和坚持的心终于打动了我。。。
爱你的心直到现在都不曾停留过，也不曾减少过

为何今天的我们却走到如此狼狈的地步？
现在的我们只懂得互相伤害对方， 却忘了当初的我们是如何相爱和那曾经因为有对方而感到甜蜜，快乐和幸福的日子。

看着这文章的你， 是否也有同样的感受？？？
是否曾经也有过那么一个让你心动，也让你心碎的人呢？